Hello all.. I know, I know... been a while, and I'm sorry! lol.. I've just been busy, and tied up and what not.. I'm not in school, so no more advisory journals.. ya know?? This summer so far has been horrible and great at the same time.. It's been horrible because my so called "friends" have been trying to break me and my boyfriend up so fucking badly.. SO, I've been pretty fucked up over that.. I mean, how dare they call themselves my friends when they don't care wheather they hurt me or not?? How dare them?? Toni and Lauren are behind it, i know they are.. Im not fucking stupid... Both of them girls are the ones who started this whole fucking mess again... It was resolved twice, and this third time, they really almosted succeeded.. I was at the point where I just took it all in, and let them beat on me about it.. Every night when I went home and talked to him, I was inches away from saying "it's over" but, I stayed strong.. And toni is no longer my friend.. she don't know this yet, but I hope I don't do it in person.. If i do it in person, I'll spit in her fucking face for what she did to me.. Lauren lied about augie to dan, and dan wanted to fight augie over it.. the only reasone lauren did this, is because she is a fucking follower!! I hate it how she acts around toni, and ya know what?? I hope I get my old lauren back when I end this whole toni bullshit... ya know?? FUCK HER! I don't need her.. honestly, why would I choose people who hurt me on a daily basis, over someone I love dearly.. I mean I loved my friends, and I did nothing to deserve to be in the middle of this whole fucking mess.. So, instead of my true love being dropped, I'm dropping my friends like flies.. I'll make new ones, who needs them?? They are immature for they're ages anyways!! I don't need that pety bullshit.. gahh! Anywho, blew off some steam.. still ot more, but this is enough for now.. okay?? well, i gtg... buh byes.. xoxoxooxoxoxox

Hello peoples.. Whats crackin? =P I've been out, for once! I have a life guys, a life! Wow, big suprise huh?? Well, this weekend me and Augie spent everyday together.. It was awesome.. Me and him have been dating for 6 months now.. Saturday was the big 6.. >,< lol.. I want to go back to nocturne.. I had fun the last time, and I wanna go back!! *cries* Anywho, yea.. Me and augie went to south steeet and philly fest on saturday.. friday, I went over his house, and sunday me and him took the little ones to the play ground. I got paid ten bucks to take them, which was awesome.. lol.. I loved it, and then everything went down hill.. Me and my dad got into a huge argument, but we are alright now.. I walked out of the house in the middle of our argument, and didn't come back until like- 10:30.. He pisses me off sometimes man.. I think he likes to argue with me.. Pathetic, I know.. but, my arm hurts, and I'm gonna go now..! Peace, love, and chicken grease!! =) buh byes, xoxoxoxoxoxo

Love,

CruelxDreamz